I've decided that I am going to record my photographic journey on a regular basis. Perhaps to see how my life and the losses and gains that I experience affect my creative skills.
So here we go with day 1:
23 December 2010
What a year! Looking back I miss the magic moments that passed my by, and I relive the ones that didn't. I chastise myself for the oppertunities that I overlooked and now I know: My future and success depends on me, myself and I. As the year comes to a close I start planning for the work lying ahead of me. I have my first promotional venue portfolio to do in mid January and my nerves are shattered. This is it....this is my oppertunity to either make it or break it. I am in dire need of inspiration, mine got hit by a car and left me feeling empty and lost. Goodbye Cheeky my Baby.....You were my heart, and a fantastic mommy, Thank you for the joy and happyness you brought me, I love you
Perhaps with the start of the new year......a new beginning. A shift in priorities and goals might change the powerlessness that I am feeling at the moment. Hitting a creative blank is no joke......it is depressing. And even my happy-go-lucky medication is not really affective at the moment.
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